Realizing just how much i needed life with him terrified me personally.

It felt cruel for me to want this man, THIS man, 16 years my junior and who I believed was sure to abandon and hurt me that it was possible. I really attempted to destroy my desire by gathering any flaw, mistake, and inconsistency i really could find and hurling them at him 1 by 1. The much deeper we dropped, the greater fearful we became, while the more I seemed for flaws to indicate and...
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